Hold the phone. Scratch everything. I was planning on setteling in Chiang Mai for at least 6 months. Working at a school, or an NGO. But I wasn't feeling it. I was there for a week and definately felt in a funk. When I was in Pai I did a lot of thinking and decided I want to do the Peace Corps. I was accepted late this summer to a Thailand program, but didn't think it would end up happening. I've realized it's just the thing for me. I am a little nervous about the commitment, but mostly excited. I'm concerned about being away from the states for so long. And about being away from so many people I love for so long. But I hope all my friendships can sustain the distance and time. I should have pretty regular access to email too. A plus and a minus. For I realize it will be really good for me to get out of my western mindset for a little while. To adopt the Thai lifestyle of generousity, and relaxation could only do me good. Stir up things a little anyway. Peace Corps has been a dream of mine- a life goal- for many years. And I don't think i could ever be lucky enough to get Thailand again, if I reapply later. The Thai are so generous and I know I would be welcomed into a community. It is not really rustic by Peace Corps standards, either. I should have a shower wherever I live, not sure if I'll have hot water tho. I'll make about $5 a day to cover all expenses, which shouldn't be too tough either.
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